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sweet valentines!

2007-02-15T06:24:00.000-08:00

baby.
happy belated valentine's day!
you are really a sweet thing!
thanks for trying to give me 2 failed surprises!
and dont cry at one corner, cos i loved the gifts!
the 99 hearts, the chocolates. the FLOWERS!
i know you spent a bomb dear.
i dont want you to spend like that again alright.
but believe me when i say i really liked it.
and i appreciate it so much.
everyday with you is something fresh and sweet.
i wanna spend everyday with you!

2007-01-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

Baby's in school, studying and only eating like a crazy mugger ! But where and what am i doing ?! Sleeping and only lazing around at home when i was supposed to be motivating her in school, attending my lectures and turorials as well. But well, though school's sucha bore, i'd as well be attending lectures, then staying at home feeling all wrong inside, throwing up whenever i bring anything down my gullet ! Grr, darling i finally knew how u felt when u were having ya gastric flu, which ended u up in e hospital ! But then again, i enjoy falling ill. Cuz whenever i do, my pretty baby would get so worked up calling and texting me all e time, showering me with all e love and concern she ought to give me ! Alrights im joking, but baby u never failed to be so so sweet ! And tts why iloveyou !

We're gonna be one yr old sooner than u've realised, continue loving me cuz im doing so more and more each day ! Im seeing u soon honey ! Cheers !

happy 11 months!

2007-01-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

oh baby baby!
i hope you read this soon.
happy 11 months!
you've been rocking my life totally
and you shall nver leave it!
although it's gonna be a tough year for us,
but i know we'll be able to withstand it!
study hard baby.
dont be too complacent alright?
stop going to too many table tennis trainings alr!

=))i'm a selfish girl!

2006-12-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

She's performing today ! She's my star ! She's on her way to church for e preparation prior to tonight's musical at tong building ! But i guess she ain't in e best of moods, cuz i supposedely aint going down to support her ! (at least tts wat im hoping for) But no ! She's gonna be so wrong and shock tonight. When she sees someone keeping his eyes on her throughouht e performance ! And baby, ure right, its me who's gonna be there watching u dance as gracefully as can be ! Ure punk'd ! See e little surprises coming along from me ! One by one ! And poof, one day u would be too frighten whenever u see me ! Cuz u ain't got any idea wat's hiding under my sleeves ! Anw, i'd better get going, or i'd be late ! Cya later tonight baby ! Dun worry, and im sure ure gonna dance really well ! Im proud of u ! And i do love you as much as u do, or maybe MORE !

irresponsible you!

2006-12-08T16:13:00.000-08:00

you told me tt you would msg me at least once
when you got there.
and i was so stupid to even hold onto tt.
i waited for ur sms for how long!
and when i called you, you know how hurt i was.
yeah, i bet you dont know how miserable i've been
feeling these few days.
i felt so terrible i really just couldnt breathe.
but you... you are so selfish.

maybe you'll never ever know how i feel.
maybe cos you never felt this way.
i got scolding just becos i called you lah!
my parents were like "why must you call him and not he call you first?"
i was not expecting one million calls from you,
even a sms would do.
just tell ne you're safe there lah!
is it so difficult and expensive?
i dont understand how come you can be so insensitive.

btw, i sent you a snail mail on sat.
i hope you receive is it.
but i hope your parents wouldnt read it.
i'm gonna try so so hard not to think of you anymore.

-girl

miserable me.

2006-12-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

i cant stop thinking of you!
i dont wanna think about you anymore but how!
i cant stop crying and
i'm so scared to even go to bed.
i feel so insecure baby.
i really do and i dont like this.
i want you to come back home now.
hurry come back.
please...

i'm missing you.

2006-12-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

baby, you're at work now while i'm so freaking bored here at home.
yes, i've quite cos of stupid uncle boon and cos i kept getting sick.
to the point of going to the hospital for drip!
anw, the point is, i'm not spending enough time with lee xuan lei.
i'm not blaming you lah. i just miss you alot.
i mean you're going taiwan next week and that's another week of absence.
i dont like the feeling you know.
i'm sorry lah. but i dont like not going out with you.
sometimes i really wish that terra had some prob,then you can skip work.
like today, as i shopped alone, it was quite scary.
i'm quite insecure without you. but yeah, i'll get used to it.
i know i sound quite spoilt but the thing is, i need you. that's all.

2006-11-21T08:58:00.000-08:00

Of course i do love this blog, and i do appreciate every little thing u have done for me ! But baby, im juz kinda disappointed in you sometimes. I really hope its all juz plain coincidence, and not empty promises, or your "white lies" ! Not wanting to make me unhappy when im with u !Darling, i really hope im e one at fault, i misunderstood u ! And i ain't angry with u ! Probably juz frustrated inside ! I want things to change, and we both have a part to play ! Neither do i want this to affect our r/s ! Like i've told u, i cant afford to bring myself to scold u, and i guess only sarcasm will do ! I know u dislike it, and so im willing to change for u, but u'd have to give me sometime ! And there's lots i wish to say, but i shant published it on our blog !

So baby, lets always stay in e love we've fell into !
iloveyou ! and i'd see u at work later ! =)

happy 9 months baby!

2006-11-18T23:11:00.000-08:00

helloo baby!
i guess you're on your way to bishan park now.
i hope you have lots of fun
kicking one dumb dumb ball around.
haha. and i'll be joining you later.
looking and watching my beloved play.
then we'll be having good dinner.
we should reward ourselves for our hard work!

baby, thanks for everything.
i know you've always been giving in to me.
and i may look as if i dont care but i do!
i alw take note of small things that you do.
i just wanna tell you i never have
and never will regret my decision of
being with you.
no matter what happens,
i'll stick with you.
iloveyou. really. alot.

TERRA CAFE!?

2006-11-14T02:53:00.000-08:00

baby and i got a job at terra cafe at bugis.
never heard of it?
i'm not surprised.
i didnt hear of it too!
the chef there looks quite perverse and weird.
so yah, it's quite scary.
and i really pray i get to work at the same place as baby
so he can protect me!! :D

baby, i'm really not unhappy abt anything!
i promise!
cos i'm happy that you care!
i promise!

-girl

another day.

2006-11-13T06:05:00.000-08:00

this was what i got for my baby!
17 presents in total!
one for this year and 16 for the other years that imissed.
baby, i really wanna continue giveing you
pressents and gifts.
i'll never get sick of them.
so yah, let's find work!!

suppose to go look for a job today but i fell ill.
really sick with cough flu sore throat all
so we just stayed at home.
my tummy's pain!! gtg!!

job hunt!

2006-11-11T17:49:00.000-08:00

morning baby.
at last, my computer is back!
i'm waiting for my boy now cos he overslept.
then we're headin down to my church for service
then lunch.
then JOB HUNT!
we wanna work so badly pls.
money money money.
haha.

thanks baby, for appreciating it.
i did it all cos ilu.
so dont scold me abt the cost alr pls?
btw, you really do look hot it the shirt i bought!
hohoh.
see ya soon..
i really hope you bathe fast.

2006-11-09T09:46:00.000-08:00

hey baby ! this is my first entry in showing my appreciation to e setting up of this blog entirely juz for YOU and ME ! Can this be our online version of the "little book of sweet-nothings" ? haha ! i've spent my first birthday ever with my dearest baby. And all i can say about it were, "TOUCHING " , "MEMORABLE " and " LOVELY SWEET " i love ! However it hurts me quite a bit and i feel really bad deep inside, whenever e thought of u staying up late at night, sacrificing your slp juz to do up my presents, and even going on to e extent of saving on meals juz to give me little shocking surprises ! I love every gift tt u've made and gave me ! Their gonna stay with us this whole lifetime of ours ! BUT the biggest gift of all time is YOU ! My BABY !
She'll be loved till e end of time !
I'm sorry baby, i've gotta end here, cuz my brain is fish dead !
I'm seeing u soon in a couple of hours time !
Joining u in ya sweest la la land now !
Till then ! ilu !

-boy

2006-11-05T04:05:00.000-08:00

another disappointing weekend.
i couldnt meet my baby.
i'm really sad.
but anw, amist my sadness,
i managed to cough up smt for my baby!
this is one of the 17th present i made for him!
as you can see,
i'm not all that artistic.
but i tried my best!

2006-11-03T04:21:00.000-08:00

my handsome baby loves playing pool
too bad he's not as good as me!
hohoho...
i'm the ultimate winner today alright!
so dont deny it!
haha, let's go play again. but not at monster!
cos my pocket's really burning up.
thanks for fish and co. baby.
it's really filling and fattening!!
:D i enjoyed today baby, though you were
so tired and shagged.

baby!!

2006-11-01T07:47:00.000-08:00

baby,i'm really glad you came over
to kinda calm me down.
i don't even know what's wrong with me.
but all i know is that i'm really
dependent on you and baby,
you cant leave me anymore!!
:D

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

i'm a petty pooper!

2006-10-31T02:07:00.000-08:00

got friend, dont want girlfriend.
my baby's really mean.
big fat mean mean mean pig!
eat and eat and eat!
i hope your BMI reaches 20!!
then, you cant call *ahem* a
"lard ball!" haha.

2006-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

hello world. my baby's quite angry with me.

cos i broke my promise to return home early.

it's really my fault and i've learnt my lesson.

but all i hope is tt this doesnt affect our r/s.

i dont wanna let this thing make us all upset.

i'll prove you wrong next time and

make you gain my trust again.

ilu baby.

sorry.

i'm sorry

2006-10-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

what can i say.
i disappointed you so much today.
i guess you're really losing hope in me.
but baby. i promise i really did wanna meet you.
but i was doing my pw,
how can i leave?
my group does things differently from yours
so i hope you wouldnt compare.
and i can assure you tt we did conc!
i had high hopes of meeting you too.
so when you were disappointed, so was i.
i really dont know what to do.
i thought tmr could be a gd day spent tgt.
but i guess it's impossible now.
i know.
all i can do is just sit here,
totally broken inside.

nonetheless, pls take care.
and remember, i didnt want any of this
to happen either.
i'm sorry.

man utd vs liverpool 2-0

2006-10-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

i went out with baby after church
and we went to ikea for lunch
BALLS tasted damn good.
then queensway so he could buy clothes
while i was left with NOTHING!
and lastly, to grapevine to watch football!
liverpool were like bananas pls.

baby,u were boiling hot!!

hold my hand.

2006-10-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

baby. thanks for meeting me today.
i had a really great time with you.
every single moment spent with you,
is a moment i treasure.
i know you're feeling down and yet, you dont
really wanna tell me why but baby,
no matter what. i'll stand by you.
you've taught me what is love
so pls continue to teach me ho to love.

sad.

2006-10-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

darling, it's friday tmr.
they're gonna announce the retainees thing.
i'm really trying very hard to cheer you up.
i dont wanna feel down and make u sad or guilty.
so i'm gonna stay strong for u.
i'm gonna support u through it all.
i'll never leave u and come what may,
i'm still here by ur side.
so i hope i made u fell less worried by being "uncaring".

oh and HAPPY 8 MONTHS BABY!
it's been sucha long time and we're still so close.
i'm never ever gonna give up on this r/s
and i know you wouldnt either.
i trust you baby and i wanna stick with you forever.
thanks for today, for your company.
although the movie aint that impressive.
and i ate alot today, like a pig..
but anyways! i love you!!

bugis!

2006-10-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

i went to buy the shirt for baby today.
to think he got angry with me lastnight,
thinking that i was being selfish.
but anyways, i dont mind.
i bought the shirt at a discount thanks
to my good bargaining skills!
and i went to develop 2 photos but i got cheated!
cos one photo cost 2 dollars thanks to my itchy fingers,
trying to put some special effects.
anyway, i hope you'd like it baby.
thanks for making me laugh so much today.
take care and..
NO MORE SOCCER IN THE HAZE!!
and no more eggs for the next few days.

present 10!

2006-10-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

darling, i bought you a present today.
yupp, i know it's not really cool
to have you just beside me when i bought it.
anyway, hope our "couple watch" was nice!
lol. i love it baby.

thanks for today, for making me laugh
like a weirdo.
a big weirdooo.
haha. you bring so much joy into my life.
you're........
MY CLOWN!!
but oooh babyboy, ilove you.

one more month!

2006-10-08T20:55:00.000-07:00

good morning world.
i didn't go to school today.
just got back from hougana mall and i'm waiting
for my king to come over to my place.
he's playing winning 11 at ben's place now.
i wonder what's so fun abt it.
i think i wanna buy it too so you'll alw come to
my place instead of ben's!
no, i;m not angry.
just hoping you'd come over soon.
it's been 3 long days!!

neoprints!

2006-10-07T21:42:00.000-07:00

memories
of us!=D

surprise!

2006-10-05T21:21:00.000-07:00

Baby and me!

darling, i hope you like this blog that i've created! i just wanna tell you how much you mean to me. i'm really bad at computers but i wanna try my very best to make this blog the nicest blog ever! this is a surprise bday gift to you and i hope you'd like it.

baby under stress.

2006-10-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

Promos are over my baby. I know u'll be able to promote. And i'm still gonna stick with you. iloveyou.